There is this “thing” that I am not supposed to do. My religion forbids it. My mom does not like it but will love me anyways. My relatives & close family do not approve. But I LOVE doing it. I dig it so much that I do it every time I get the chance. And honestly the chances are aplenty. 
So why have I decided to stop doing it? Definitely not for the above reasons (Sorry Mom!!). I want to see if I can do it. I want to see if I have what it takes to actually do it. I am sure I can do it, but let us face it – it’s not the same as doing it.
In the end, if I am able to pull it off, it’s all going to be for the good. Mom will be happy and any thing that boosts my confidence (*cough* ego *cough*) is always welcome!! 
